Expectations
Expectations show us what we think SHOULD happen, what should be different, and WHO should be different. SPURT should have been different. For some people, it counts: IBOM should have been different, and especially, SHOULD have been paying. Not (yet) fulfilled expectations, most of the time, make us angry and frustrated, because they are an expected future that is not yet here. We can see that your expectations, which are partly ours too, are frustrating. But we do not know why things are different from what we expect. Can we go even one step deeper and accept that things are always well? We know it is not easy when expectations are high, and we are encouraged to believe in them. SPURT is not what we expected, but that is more our own "fault". SPURT is not USED by people, communities, churches, etc., except by a few. So, we all waited for IBOM, but it closed. Now that IBOM has reopened its doors, we expect to receive money right away. It looks like that will not be...